Let me first start off by saying thank you, thank you, thank you, for the support. I really appreciate every note, comment, email, message, etc. that people send me.
I want to say that I don't post things to have a pity party for myself or to make people for sorry for me. I post things to make people realize that this is what being a young mom (or regular mom) is like. I mean shoot, I have a really good life and parenting is STILL hard and frustrating and lonely. Like I have said before, I'm not going to sugar coat my life for you. I'm not going to act like everything is all peaches and cream because it's not. And anyone who tells you that their life is indeed peaches and cream, is lying.
I'm not even ready to go into my new relationship status right now because a) it's complicated and b) it's straight up embarrassing after what I posted like 3 weeks ago.
Things in my life are going to change starting right meow. There is going to be some early spring cleaning of some people in my life that just shouldn't be there, and it's going to be great. Like, a new fresh start.
By the way, it's January, and who the heck is ever happy in January? It's gray, it's cold, it's gloomy... I'm allowed to have a sad day right? The challenge is getting up the next day and workin it off. Things may suck for awhile, but they will get better eventually.
I wish I had some great, awesome, intelligent, inspiring quote but all that comes to mind is that song from Jesus Christ Superstar... you know the one...
I bet you had no idea I was such a weirdo. I like rap and musicals. Seem to go well together, I know.
P.S.- I titled it 1-11-11 because it's probably the only thing I'll get to write the date on today. And I wanted to write it. Deal.